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As far as I know, such problems with feeling unaccepted for own appearance rise always from the fact that one is famous. They are not problems in fact, they are worries. Only worries. And such worries are symbolical. I am sure you know that you are very famous. And this is the cause for your worries. I actually know about this fame syndrom from Johnny Depp, and would not come up with this answer without him, especially that I have in fact similar worries almost every day, and they are weird. Because there is nothing specifically wrong with my look, however I often worry that my face looks dirty even when I check and it's not, that my clothes are stained in a way which I don't see but other people see it, and also the things you mention – that I'm not accepted for lack of make-up and that my clothes are seemingly ok but still I look odd in them. I have such impressions about my appearance very often. And Johnny told me already that it's a fame syndrom. A symbolical, magi

Check on internet. There are sites that gather all handymen who work in a specific area, a city or a region. To have a lamp constructed, you need a handyman or maybe more specifically an electrician, and you need to search in a browser for „electrician area_name” or „handyman area_name”. They usually give their telephone numbers, so just call one of them and describe what you need to be done. Ask if you need to buy something additionally to have your lamp made, and how much they usually charge for such work. A handyman will come to your house to do the work. I myself once had such a situation when I bought an electric fan to cool my apartment during a horribly hot summer, and I needed it urgently because I was sick with weakness from the constant scorching heat, and it was too difficult to assemble it together because it was sent to me in a parcel in separate parts. So I searched the net, and found a site where a couple of dozens of handymen advertised themselves, and I called one of t

Every person, when they are born in this world, gets born into a marriage. Sadly, yes. Our marriage is forced upon us on the day of our birth. It's a funny thing. Because everyone always wants that particular marriage which he is forced into. That's because the marriage is with a second half, is with the most emotionally appropriate person, and this person is chosen for everyone by God, who makes such a choice as we ourselves would have made. So God chooses for us. And therefore you already have a girlfriend. It is easy to forget in our times many things, especially basic things. The life basics have been denied to people by criminals in materia and in knowledge. So don't blame yourself for forgetting. Every girl has a prince charming, and every boy has a princess charming. That's why on the day of birth every girl and boy must be gifted with a ring and also gown clothes. And they are gifted, always everyone receives special romantic presents for his life in their fir

I understand how you are feeling and I must confide I go through quite the same pains sometimes, because I am in exactly the same situation, with my 15-year-old cat put in a shelter three years ago in another city, and I also don't call the shelter ever. But I have been told it is better for the safety of the cat not to call in the times when criminals are interested in you and your household and want to hurt you, and I know that you are also much safer because you don't call the shelter. All owners of animals have been advised long time ago not to call after their pets if they are away, and not to ask about them, even if they are with for example distant family, not just in a shelter. But my cat could travel by his own most magical means to where I live, and he has spent a lot of time with me, while his hologramic copy remained in a shelter. And nowadays his hologramic copy has been adopted by a wonderful family, but I learnt about that only from people and from my cat himsel

Adventures are a type of studies. And I know that you do need them. Obviously, if you are thinking about adventures, then you see some gain in them. Still, there is no reason why you should resign from studies, because they are also adventurous. Studies at real universities put no obligations on students, because that's the academic motto. "No obligations on students" means that you can do anything you want in your life and still conduct studies. All real universities are planning to open once the hacking blockades are ruined. And they operate under all their traditional rules. Plus, I think what you need are classically adventure-like studies, for example archeology. Because there will be no limitations put on you concerning your other activities, perhaps it is good to undertake academic learning, with the thought of practical gain achievable from them on your adventures. So perhaps you need to become an expert in something, like in lock-picking or bomb-building (these

For such needs as this one of yours brothels have been invented. They are legal, as sex is always legal, however their legal form currently doesn't exist. But the time of their re-appearance in society is the same time when you might be able to meet with any person who's in love with you. So once we all start to have a normal society and normal social life, definitely brothels will become functional. Generally, sex is an individual life aspect, and therefore the nature invented it in a way for it to be first and foremost individual, which means undependant of other people. Sex is a private thing, and therefore everyone can have it without any social dependances. There is natural magic surrounding sex, which lets anyone fulfill their needs by themselves, and basically this is quite the same thing as a brothel, only you decide who works in your own private brothel. Virtual sex is one of technologies which exist thanks to the natural magic of sex; virtual sex is a private self-mad

I understand the reason for your beliefs very deeply. And I have myself realised the same thing two years ago for the first time, and did all I could to help God and give him back at least parts of his power. And I see your view of God as a serious and mature opinion of a person who has seen a lot of the world already. I am sure other people perceive your beliefs samely. So scorn comes only from criminals, who all the time try to upkeep their false heretic religion of catholicism and alikes, because it is their main propaganda for toleration of aggression and disculture. I think altogether that you are very right, God is weak and needs help. But he is not weak internally, his weakness comes from external harms committed to him by murderers. And I am sure you know that too. Your decision to preach about the state of God's powers in the current times is very important and can do miracles to the world. I am sure you will find many followers of your beliefs, and I know that you can bo

It's all going to be all right. It's true, criminals hate you and me together much more than when it comes to me and any other man, and this is why they are so rude about me and you. Because they are very rude to me about us. But it's going to be ok. Well they tried to kill you and me already, it's true, but that was before you decided to proclaim that you love me. And clairvoyantly they will not be able to do any harm to us on that level anymore. And this is all very hard, this separation, and I love you too very much, and all mafia truely hates that, but I know that the harms that they did to us were only possible before any talk of our relationship started, and they will not be able to repeat that again. They did break the jaws of both of us last year, but even a crime on that level, and it was no life threat, will not be possible to be done again. Plus our relationship probably will kill them, this is much more likely than vice versa. However from your letter I lea

I know that your changed attitude to religion was a change of priority which you attain to religion, and now you value this life aspect above all else. I know that you want to commit yourself to religious studies, mainly theology, and that you have already made important scientific discoveries in this field. And I know that you have established your own convent and it has already gained many followers, and that your convent's aim is to study religion and God and all miracles and create scientific progress of the world through this. And you are right to think that all that has been the cause of physical changes in you. Since you undertook new interests, many blessings have been given to you, and the main change that has occurred because of that was a tranformation into a banshee. A banshee is a ghost, and you have been blessed with a miracle of becoming a ghost without occurence of death, and this is what is happening to you. The transformation takes place because your religious ai

Inspiration comes easily from things which one doesn't have. I know you've used that source a lot in recent two years, but definitely there is more to gain from that. You are very interested in social matters of the contemporary world, and why not use your art to push forward your political views or represent in your works the needs of the society and of the environment and of the whole world. I know you have not done much in this category, even though so far you've showed a lot of your dreams and cultural wants in your artworks, but you mainly focused on personal affairs, and creating a project that presents general social matters of the now might bring important progress in your career. Politics is always a part of art, and perhaps you could focus on being more precisely political in your creations, either by showing things that need repairment or by showing necessary repairments themselves. Such artistic stance might bring more power to your artistic image and make your

Travels seems a nice way to spend money on, and I know you're thinking about it, because it is exactly a purpose that's in accordance with your grandparents' wish. It's good you already reasonably first paid off debts, that's very sensible and surely your granparents will like that. But on the other hand, if there is another sensible way to use the money on, something practical that you deem important, it will be good not to succumb to your granparents' general want of making yourself a fun present. I think your grandparents want to see what you will spend the money on, because they are interested in your personality - this is a common thing with grandparental deeds. I know they want to know what is really important to you, so if you for example use the money to help your friend financially, of which I know you've been thinking, it will be all right to them, they just want to know about your current needs and current values. Practical purpose is in fact the

I know the sea diseases that your parents are suffering from, because I have been very interested in this topic, as they belong to a set of new illnesses of a civilizational kind. Many people suffer from such ailments, which are also known as pirate diseases. A trip to the sea on a ship would truely help your parents, however ships are scarce these days, because criminals very blocked the ship fares from the beginning of 2015. Sea travels are a religion themselves, they really are, and definitely they would help very. But since they are hard to organize, such travels, another possibility is a trip to a port city, best to the Caribbean. From clairvoyance, a very good way to help in your parents' health is voodoo magic of Haitian culture, and a visit to Haiti could do miracles for both of them. I know that you have financial possibilities to organize such a trip, and it might be better than a ship travel these days. Ships are currently dangerous, most of captains have been deprived o

I know you are both very in love, and if both of you want marriage, then love is a great reason for it. And do know that marriage never requires any sacrifices in legal terms and all terms, and you will be able to for example have other partners as well in the future, because marriage does not close the door to anything. It is important to know that, because too many lies have been spread about marriages and marital laws. Being under 18 is not a legal obstacle if you are both considered adut people in the light of real law. And I know you both are, both of you have been adult since you were three years old, because you both completed all the basic and high education before that time. This is not a rare event, most people become legally adult very early in life usually thanks to educational maturity. Obviously however we all still live among imbecile criminals who bestowed the law of analphabetancy upon all of us, who deem 100 IQ to be an average, and not the lowest permitted, level of